You were the one thing I never wanted to lose. And knowing I’ll probably never speak to you again in my entire life is the most gut wrenching feeling. Especially when it’s because of nothing I did wrong. Not being able to justify it makes it that much worse and harder to deal with. All I do is miss you. It’s not getting easier and I still long for you. It’s not fair. It shouldn’t be like this. I shouldn’t have to deal with these feelings.